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I was gang-raped and got infected with HIV. (Interview with Nthabiseng)

Life seemed to be at a standstill when Nthabiseng Iter Mogatwe, 36 years old, got gang-raped and infected with HIV&AIDS. She kept asking herself why she had to go through such a traumatic event in her life. As traumatizing as it was, Nthabiseng had to dust herself up and move on with life. The thing with infection is that it is not like you got physically beaten, and the wound would heal with time. We talk about a permanent condition which, unfortunately, Nthabiseng would have to live with for the rest of her life. What we should draw from this phenomenon woman is her resilience, hard work, and a hopeful spirit to keep believing in herself and her dreams. She never allowed her situation to define who she was. Let’s conversate with her about her story of survival and be inspired.

Tell us about yourself. Who are you, and where do you come from?
I am Nthabiseng Iter Mogatwe. 36 years old lady originally from Randfontein, Mohlakeng, South Africa.

Share some light about your childhood, your background.
I am the 7th child of 9 children. I grew up in a knitted family, we did not have much, but the love kept us together and happy. And all we had was each other.

What is your training or educational background?
I did my preparatory, primary, and high school in Mohlakeng and completed my matric in 2002. I then went to college to acquire a Computer certificate in Randfontein. I also studied an Information Technology course at Capricorn College FET in Polokwane, which I abandoned along the way. Currently, I am an office administrator at ThyRest Foundation. I am also an HIV, and GBVF activist.

When were you diagnosed, and at what stage was it?
I tested for HIV in 2007, and I was just a young lady of 22 years by then. I decided to test after I got gang-raped by a group of guys in 2006 on June 03. And the results came back positive.

How was the virus initially detected? Did you always have symptoms?
The virus was detected by antibody – agent test, even though there were no symptoms from my side. I only wanted to know where I stand with my health.

How did you feel when you first received the news?
Immediately after receiving the news, I broke down and cried because I was not mentally prepared. I isolated myself and secretly resented people because I wanted to sleep and never wake up. It was a difficult season of my life. It is where I began to suffer from depression amd felt hopeless.

Did you have a support network? If not, how did you overcome it?
My family and friends fully supported me when they found out about my status. I relied on them emotionally and I was able to overcome most of the challenges. However, sometimes I felt as though they did not understand what I was going through. I looked for a support group that dealt with rape victims, and survivors. When I found it, I knew I belonged with them because no one judged me, and we were all going through the same thing.

Tell us about your treatment process.
In 2010 I contracted TB which made my CD4 below, and I was advised to start taking treatment so that it can be boosted. In 2011 I started my treatment though it was not friendly. They had to change my treatment, and my body slowly adjusted to the new treatment. I’ve been on it ever since.

Were there any programs or services offered to you that would help with the treatment process?
I was offered to be counseled, and they outlined the advantages of taking and disadvantages of not taking treatment. The minor obstacles during the first treatment were developing itchy rashes on my face and body, vomiting, and feeling dizzy. But after they changed the treatment, I became fine. I made sure I ate healthily and did not consume what I was told not to.

How did you overcome backlash and rejection from people?
When I decided to break the silence, I prepared myself physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually for the positive and negative reactions because we have different ways of reacting to everything presented to us. It did not affect me that much considering that I was mentally prepared for anything. Honestly speaking, I received more support than rejection.

What message would you like to provide to someone living with the disease?
My message is that one needs to accept, love, value, and embrace themselves. HIV is not a death sentence, it is only a virus occupying your body, and you have the full power to control it.

What kind of challenges have you faced in your journey, in the beginning, and along the road?
The only challenge I have faced is that I would get attacked by sicknesses because the immune system is working double. I had Endometriosis, I contracted Covid-19 earlier this year. I would get sick from time to time, but I’m still standing. I am still the most beautiful woman and living my life.

What advice would you give to someone who wants to follow in your footsteps?
Make God the center of your life. Love yourself, chase your dreams, take care of yourself by taking your medication if you are positive. And if you are negative, try to remain negative. Dance to life because life is worth living.

Where do you see yourself in the next 5-10years to come?
I would be impacting the world and teaching them that we want a free HIV and GBVF generation. I would have an organization that teaches everyone that we are equal irrespective of our status. And of course, married my number one cheerleader Mr. Monarch, and raised our kids on a farm, acquiring wealth because I sure deserve it.

ThyRest Foundation.

How would you want to be remembered when you depart here on earth?
I Was Here by Beyoncé Knowles
I want to leave my footprints on the sands of time
Know there was something that, something that I left behind
When I leave this world, I’ll leave no regrets
Leave something to remember, so they won’t forget
I was here, I lived, I loved, I was here
I did, I’ve done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here
I wanna say I lived each day until I died
I know that I had something in somebody’s life
The hearts I have touched will be the proof that I leave
That I made a difference and this world will see
I was here, I lived, I loved, I was here
I did, I’ve done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here, I lived, I loved, I was here
I did, I’ve done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here
I just want them to know
That I gave my all, did my best
Brought someone some happiness
Left this world a little better just because
I was here
I was here, I lived, I loved, I was here
I did, I’ve done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I wanna leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here, I lived, I loved, I was here
I did, I’ve done
I was here, I lived, I loved, I was here
I did, I’ve done
I was here.
Thank you!!


Nthabiseng is one of the inspiring women to draw strength from. She is the epitome of resilience, hard work, and self-acceptance personified. Her story is a reminder that there’s beauty in our brokenness. HIV is not the end of the road. Take your medication and live the best life that you deserve.

Social media platforms.
Facebook: Sengkameng Iter Nthabiseng Mogatwe.
Twitter:mogatwe_nthabi.

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From my heart to yours.

Cheers!!

This Post Has 24 Comments

  1. The Afterthought

    I applaud your resilience for sure, Nthabiseng. Thank you for sharing your story.

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      Thank you for passing by sissy.
      Nthabiseng is such a powerful woman who never let her difficulties to deter her from living life to the fullest. It must have been very hard to come to this state of mind she’s at. By the grace of God she made it. God restored her and we draw strength from her.

  2. abvr

    Always a difficult read,
    But a must read
    Your resillience is beyond admirable
    Look at me struggling to read your remarkable power.
    🌺you have the full power to control it.🌺

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      It is a must read indeed. Her resilience is indeed admirable. As hard and shameful it was, she turned her difficulties into joys and accepting herself for who she is. HIV is not a death sentence. It is people like Nthabi we look up to, as they bring hope to the hopeless.

      Thank you for passing by always. I have missed you. How have you been? And how are my boys doing?

  3. abvr

    Yes, one has to find that platform within oneself. So many find it difficult to speak out or to find that platform to articulate their feelings.

    You most welcome. The boys are doing fine. Can’t believe the little one is moving out of babyhood. The time flies.

    I’m also good. Spent some hours with my physiotherapist so I’m feeling alot more positive.

    Covid is around so we just have to walk through this.

    And you?

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      Ncoohhh my little is no longer little yeyyy. They sure grow too fast and with growth comes wisdom.
      So glad you had your therapy session. Let positivity be your portion. You are loved by me so much.

      Since the new variant has been announced, I don’t watch the news anymore. I don’t know what to believe anymore, im just encouraging myself in the Lord with the Word of God and prayer.

      1. abvr

        I tell you, back chatting and strong willed. I’m their testing grounds. I don’t mind, let my puppies play. They know understand my caution.

        Yes thank you, I intend spending more time with my physiotherapist. Thank you gratitude enfolds me, that I’m able to and build my positivity.

        The news and social media platforms are choking. You know what to do and what is good for you. It’s lovely and fresh outside.

        Thank you for all the love,
        Much love from me to you.

        1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

          Absolutely❤❤

  4. Happy Panda

    Wow, she is so inspiring. Really proud of her for putting her story out there and to be so strong. Really motivational. 👏
    Thanks for sharing her story, sister. Love that you are using your blog to highlight phenomenal women. ❤️

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      She’s a strong woman. Her strength is indeed admirable. It’s not easy to come to this level of self-acceptance and love. Thank you so much friend.

  5. coffeenewstom

    A very sad story! Reading them alone is hard. But the young woman’s courage is impressive.

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      She is a powerful force to be reckoned with. Her resilience will be a testament to all the other women that HIV is not a death sentence. She is strong, powerful, and influential.

  6. Nobesuthu Javu

    We are proud of you gal at Thy Rest. Keep shining keep rising keep possessing your possessions. You are the testimony that beyond rape there is life to be lived goals to be achieved and purpose to be fulfilled…

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      We are proud of her. She’s the epitome of greatness personified. And her strength is admirable. Many people will be informed that there’s abundant life beyond rape.
      SisNobzz we love your work and your service to the community. Growth and strength to you.

  7. KINDNESS WISDOM

    God help poor souls that walk in your shoes. Our sincere sorrow to you and all folk that walks in the horror in your shoes. Hugs to you for writing this. 😔😔😔😔

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      Thank you so much for your kindness
      I appreciate you so much and love you. Nthabisemf is such a fresh breath of power and resilience. I wonder how she managed to come to this level of self acceptance. It takes courage.

  8. wendaswindowcom

    I don’t think anything could knock her down. Her strength is a strong testimony. You have a knack for finding heart wrenching witnesses. Beautiful story!

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      She isnthenspitome of strength personified. Her strength is indeed admirable and nothing will definitely knock her down.

  9. KK

    It’s a very unfortunate incident, but I salute her courage and determination.

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      Yes it’s a sad story and what I like about her is how she managed to remain strong and never allowed the circumstances to deter her down

  10. cheriewhite

    My heart goes out to this lady! I was can’t imagine her pain! 😯😥

    1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

      Thank you for passing through
      This is heartwarming. She has stood the test of time and I believe that nothing will ever break her after having gone through this and still made it through. It was not easy but she held on. Thank you

        1. Lebogang Shazzygal Malatji

          Thank you🙏🙏

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